Friday, March 19, 2010

55 whispering toes

what makes me fall
in love
i know it wasn't you
it was my toes
whispering to me
pulling me in an direction
i did not know
i would go
whatever you said after that
i was already on this path
of no turning back
not ever since
have i polished my nails bright red
-
these 55 words above are my entry for
i know i do not play by the rules
i always had this trouble

long time ago
this is what my new lover said
after that


your hiking boots are telling
a story of omnipresence
who we are and where we go
your toenails give away your thoughts
polished red, love bare feet
an obvious sign to the outside world
femininity warming at the wood stove
a frivolous smile softly attracts attention
do we have the right for intimate secrets
to cross the line without false shame
to smell paradisiac apple scent

i kiss your earlobe and whisper goodnight

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

skin

skin so pale
in the spring sun
it waited
for this warm touch
making love in
dry winter grass
skin against skin
sweating in the sun
your face
in an aura
of the bluest sky
your smile
you groaning
coming
our juices replenishing
the barren land
oh i am so happy spring is here
even when you're not

Monday, March 15, 2010

women on top

I did reach the top of a small mountain today
but what is so neat, Annie was contacted by an old friend today
they haven't seen each other for thirty years
and lost contact many years ago

they found each other again through

"women on top"







come dance with us

Hi! whoever reads this
Oh happy day, i am
making pancakes
dancing in the nude
my husband coming in from outside
touching my warm breast with cold hands
And i am going up the mountain today
i will also study for a course
maybe even paint
so many things
so many things
laundry to do


I do have another blog
keeper of wild places
i did that for many months
without comments
i didn't even know there was such thing :)
here
i am eager for response
too eager?
i wonder
back then i believed
doing what i was doing
was what counted
loving loving
my wild places


what i found also
was wild places
in my self
that's what i want to share here
more than share
i want to have dialogue
what is your passion?
what are your fears?
please help me out
i feel i am ready



Maybe you are shocked by
our nakedness
like a friend says
'katrin who needs that'


All we want is celebrate, and i do (a party on your own is great:)and we do , we two, more laughter and joy, we want to invite more. come to our party if you know what i mean.




ask me about it, for goodness sake say something, even if it is, that you don't want to come. but rather what you would like for this coming together. When you don't have this need, don't worry. but know that i do.




Oh happy day! take my hand and lead me the way.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

dancing on my rock



from posing for him
the stir under my skin
started me dancing again
he showed me my body
where now i can feel
and see me
more gloriously yet
he is long gone
what's left
is the pure joy
of me loving me
solid as the rock i am upon
this feeling will never leave
not in tears or in fears
because it is me

Saturday, March 13, 2010

radiant you


So i found these photo's this week taken in May 2009...

Did i tell you how this celebrating our bodies, laughing and dancing in the snow started?
Yes, it was a man who brought it about.
The golden mom in me
A mom, one of us a grandma

How do i see myself, how did i see myself?

I am no great beauty, no let me take that back,
I am a great beauty :) but i laugh saying that, as i don't see myself that way

So this man, he asked me when we first met; what do you think about yourself? all on the Internet. He hinted on the bodily aspects. So i said what i like about myself and what i don't.
No risk taken being honest(so i thought:) i was not looking for him to like me, i am a married woman. He was just a man on the Internet, and i trusted him because..... secret information.

And i looked up to him thinking he has the answers for a more liberated life!

And so it did! It is liberating me! and us Annie and me.
Not quite in the way i thought :) to be continued....

And through this opening up, i am learning a lot from other women and men.
The essence; when we expose ourselves, fears and all
the result is always JOY
great joy
deliciously ravishing erupting Love
as i realize being naked in all ways i am very much the same as you, each of us in our own uniqueness.

Teach me more..... i'm loving it
we need each other to become One

There i sit upon my rock, shining in your radiance, and i say THANK YOU

Friday, March 12, 2010