too much

I am falling
how come my heart splits open

my chest cannot hold it in

so much love

how come when i gave in

to love a little

here and there

you and him

and of course him too, still

how come i still feel like i am falling up

where is down

this ride to heaven

God, let me land softly

please please

let it be in your arms

i love you most of all

i have this knack for loving

i come upon a lake of love

realize i'm right there on the shore

i look up at the mountain tops

strip of my reality

and just dive in

simple isn't it?

:)

deliciously

not so

what else

hair and skin
yours, mine
in between beach and bluff
water wind and sun
rock turning into sand
you hold me
most tenderly
again again again

This place

am i thinking?

does my face betray

a thought?

i wonder why.

in a place where water

starts it's journey

after being frozen

for at least 10.000 years

Skin

to touch

be touched

you

me

i'm not quite sure

which body part

where when

but i know

for sure

we'll touch again

Because i know exactly where when which bodypart

of us touched first, touched last and all touches in between

flash 33

4 days in paradise

when you know this is

how life is meant to be

when everything

everything

feels good and right

when the grass is always greener

and you live in it

.................

arsenic

not acid, it's arsenic
why do i like extremities
in my serene world
not a second do i hesitate
to jump in a pool
in a world of gold-colored rock
arsenikos, strong, masculine
and i am brittle too
my hair has strands of silvery-white
the sun has heated up the rocks
the sun will heat my skin
that's why
i know the sun will always shine
that's why i do not hesitate
i did consult the dictionary today
i hope you forgive me that i did not add
very poisonous
we will see
it's been more than a week ago
and i do still live

dark purple

There she sits

the mountain queenthere she sits

all calm

and at ease

at this height

but now listen

her heartbeat

the mountain roars

the air full of smoke

rocks shudder

'cause deep deep down

she is

full of pretense

so scared

i know you knew

but did she?