no, not me, the camera do i get all my clothes off guess what the camera acts up it was exhilarating though as always naked in the snow soaring
Ahhh but this me... i like to be bad too who would have thought that (you probably) how this all and later this blog innocently started, spiritually really, loving oneself, being, in the moment....... now see where it got me i love to fall in love have sex in odd places talk dirty to you just how i used to be as a teenager yes God forbid i won't start drinking with the guys i rather liked that too
When i bath like that i feel totally refreshed, but it's not that easy. The old self is still me. Yesterday the sun did come out in this cold land where i live. And last night i felt sad, since a long time. I realized i still hold on to my old fear, of the need to be looked after, that i cannot do it myself. I see other women who live either alone or with a partner, but they stand independently in a way.
I am the child, i love to laugh, i love to love, to play, to be the sun, i know i'm clean, as in totally Innocent,
As i have been away for six weeks, now back home, it's like starting over again. So here i am! I start with being me. This photo shows me, totally who i feel i am...... So whatever you or i were thinking before, this is it, blue skies and white rock inclusive.