bathing in cold water
when the sun is hot
When i bath like that i feel totally refreshed, but it's not that easy. The old self is still me. Yesterday the sun did come out in this cold land where i live. And last night i felt sad, since a long time. I realized i still hold on to my old fear, of the need to be looked after, that i cannot do it myself. I see other women who live either alone or with a partner, but they stand independently in a way.
I am the child, i love to laugh, i love to love, to play, to be the sun, i know i'm clean, as in totally Innocent,
you stand there on the other shore
you rub me dry and warm again