I love the water in this picture. My husband took these pictures. I am very close to the weather, meaning to post pictures here, while looking outside seeing snow, is kind of contradictory for me. Snow is water vapor, turned into crystals. Snow is not Ice, no ice yet This for me is significant. I love my husband. Why are we more like snow? Ice crystals, one separate from the other. Why do we try and it never seems to really work? Why with my new lover (myheartrightsideup) everything is more then good:), we never had an argument, i never never feel this separateness. With him however we engage; it is always totally good. There is no wall, we are one, and yet, sparkle individually. i fall i fall back into the water laughing
What is your experience? Did you catch that moment, where the wall was being build? Did you melt that first crystal when it formed? Can i still take down that wall in between me in my husband? Can i have my cake and eat too, meaning can he and i fully love each other while i have this same full love relationship with myheartrightsideup.
My husband is actually quite open to it all, which is totally beautiful, some fluidity is there. More about that next time, polyamory and stuff.
hi there everyone, how are you?.... i indeed have storms in my head. you (myheartupsidedown i named you) say; i have to learn to deal with them, quiet them, stillness between my ears. Maybe this is one way; to write about it here. Today i will let the storm roar, spilling some of it out. All in a ramble as it blows. Then after the wind dies down, i will take the things one by one, pick them and look at them. And most of all i want to learn, hear your comments, see what you think, hear what you feel, to feel what you know. Actually i am quite calm, these days. Today like yesterday just very tired, and sweetly sad, not deeply. First; Annie doesn't want to be part of this blog anymore, whatever her reasons (that's up to her to let you know or not:) I love her big time, it is all good, it's not that. And First of all (coming second here) i want to know about orgasms. I want to hear sooooo many stories. And i wonder if it will happen here on-line (not an orgasm, the talking about it:) I found in talking to girlfriends, it's amazing how we love to talk about it. As in before i started this blog, how whenever i proposed to get undressed and take photos in the woods of our bodies, it was all laughter and joy. I don't know, i must be blessed with amazing girlfriends. Or are all of us women like that. Haha, i say women, but somehow men seem to like all this too. So there's my other subject. As you know i am a married woman, in the way where you promise to be faithful. So how did this all start? Yes, i went on a quest to love my self more. I was very devoted to my husband, but he didn't express his love for me in a way i needed at that time. Something like that. Next thing i know, i start falling in love with a man, who does express himself to me in a way i like. Long story short. Here i am, 2 years later, my husband getting used to the new me(old really, i'm just discovering more of me). And i, Katrin (i am ready for a new name),having an affair with myheartrightsideup. I don't want it to be an affair, i want to have my cake and eat it too. I want to share more about all this, they are such deliciously humorous sweet loving stories. I want to share, because i want to know if you recognize any of it, in your own way, or if i am just plain weird? Which is totally okay to me too. I do think that sexually i am lugging behind greatly. Enlighten me!!! Thanks 10.000 kisses to all of you, dry and soft, wet and warm, rough and deep, etc, all over, wherever, however you like :)
too much, i said last time i was here too much indeed on this page here, i should be able to say anything i want to say so much so many secrets that really i don't mind if any one knows that really i like to share so i will learn and maybe so will you what my life is about my deepest joys my deepest fears maybe not so different where you say aha where i will say aha i'm not the only one or where you say i'm way beyond i'm not there yet or compassion for all our differences
do you want to hear what i really want to share? so really really i will dive in with more confidence in new waters waters i have never swam water that could sweep me off to strange and scary lands
is there a shore where i will land? maybe when i tell you will tell me that 'katrin you're safe there is a shore i just don't know if it's white sand, warm mud, bright green rushes but for sure there is a shore and it is good'