Sunday, February 28, 2010

high heels

maybe one day....
i will be a real lady
like when i was
5 years old
my mother's dresses
my favorite toys

Friday, February 26, 2010


certain memory
is in my hair
my locks are long
it's been so long
and feels like yesterday
your ruffled through my hair
do you shave your head
is that how you forget
i am glad
i have my memories
flowing around my face
your kisses most delicious
and more than that
your words like singing birds
still you paint the sky for me
to have been desirable
the chosen
by the sweetest man earth
a genius is what you are
i know that
means for me
that i am not half bad :)


i would love to write poetry with this, it's just there with my watch on, i am free-ranging in a time slot. for me to write a poem, i somehow have to step back let it come to me. Oh yes the horses they did come, walked right up to us, with their warm thick fur shining in the sun. i longing for there warm bodies, they had no need for my bare skin, just happy to be around me and they would have stayed there, and who knows if i would have stayed around, i could have put my face against them, felt through their manes, to ride bare back, bare naked :) that would be the ultimate. maybe one day i can leave my watch at home, forget all time, and be with them

not ever getting dressed
no more cold feet

Thursday, February 25, 2010


i wishupon a kissyou
you in the forest with me


I come to you naked
Full of joy
I cup my hand

and taste you on my lips

Pure and sweet

in the tub


secret veils
panties hanging
in a tree

Tuesday, February 23, 2010


when i am in my flow
the one that i prefer
life just comes trotting
up to me
i don't even have
to bring some hay
make sense in any sense
it's how i meet
with you or him or her
life offers it to me
all i can do is give
my empty hand

Sunday, February 21, 2010

freezing my toes

i am
chirping away like a chickadee

hopping around on one foot
we are
drinking bad coffee
just to warm up
anything will do
it is so good to see you
in white
in the wood
feeling your hand
in the small of my back
flinging my arms
around you
how can i

Friday, February 19, 2010

pond creek

of course
you've always known
i am a nymph
it's my slender hips giving me away
it's just me that did not know
i am the nymph of heartbreak

i come to you when you are feeling sad
whispering sweet nothings in your ear
i am the one that make your tears sparkle
when they are rolling down your cheeks
i am the gentle breeze that gives you air
when you cannot breath, wailing, choking on your tears

when you have never cried like that, shoo, shoo, get out of here
your not fit to stand before the queen

of course
i am no queen nor nymph, i'm a mischievous old elf
when your chest is heaving and you are howling in the night
i chuckle knowingly, when you can cry like that
i know that you can laugh, full belly laughter, hollering away
turning night into a joyful day

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

weaving through the trees

Snow gently drifts down
The sky is dark,the morning quiet
The snow lands on my warm skin
icy little flakes,cling, then melt

My trail weaves through the trees
I sing and touch, and greet each one
Fresh snow to cover your tracks
but I know you'll soon be back

Sunday, February 14, 2010


my heart was
a pond of stillness
until a leaf fell
-your love
words borrowed from Vesper found on Catsvibes
when i think of you
my secret love
so many words
when i hear
you enter quietly
your arms they reach for me

Saturday, February 13, 2010

succulent wild woman
succulent wild woman

I liked the sound of that so much i added it to my own picture :), but it is the title of a book by Sark. I'd love to read it. If you did read it, let me know.

Friday, February 12, 2010

my first kiss

my first kiss
no words
even to say
would scatter
the magic
why is my head
screaming at me
without a sound
please please
don't fall in love with me
it was just...
the sweetest
sweetest kiss
it's just
loving is so easy
it comes so naturally to me
when i 'm around you

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Tonights the night
Love and be loved
Norms show starts at 7

This is it
The time is now
I feel like I am in heaven

What a thrill to share our story
After all its been 20 years
I cant say i am sorry

For coming out,
For loving you
For speaking out

They called you queer
They called you gay
But to me you were just you

The labels I hope will fall away
And we will just be ouselves
Living and Loving the way we do

Will I meet you in heaven
Will you still be there?
Do you know how much i care

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

okay here's the rest

that is if you are interested
and coming from my other blog about

february sun
streaming warm
straight in
on my winter skin


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

The sunshines on your naked body,
the light casts golden shadows on your skin,
soft ripples form waves of warmth flowing
over me and over you

Monday, February 8, 2010

Saturday, February 6, 2010

slipping and sliding

i smile
i smile
the world is full of wonder
so many things i like
the morning light
most delicately bright
the night
its darkness full of stars
i am thinking all these things
so much to learn and see
but in the end
it's just you and me
we feel
we feel
our bodies slowly sliding
slipping into
most tenderly entanglements
i maybe live in doubt
but this i know
this loving we engage in
riding on a shooting star
to the pink light of the morning
gushingly :)
we come
as we never came before

Friday, February 5, 2010

Trusting God
Trusting Life
Makes me want to sing and dance
Fear falls away like the falling rain

Remembering, how sweet it is !
Cause sometimes I forget
How good i've got it
How much I have

When I stop to play
I remember !
While walking in the trees
These are the things
That come to me

Look no further
Here I am
Can you see me?
Holding your hand

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Monday, February 1, 2010


These breasts of mine
My belly too
Have carried, fed, and nurtured you

To me they are perfect
But what do you see?
Bared this day, a special one

It felt so good
To feel free
The cold air and snow
wash over me


My friend
My dear friend
Katrin, katrin

you searched me out,
came and found me
in hiding,hiding inside of me

quietly waiting,
you came,and gently nudged me
out of my haze, out of the blue

into the forests deep, with you,
The tracks we found,
our four legged friend,
walked before us
not long ago,

observeing your tracks
you left for us to see,
we could not agree
wolverine or lynx

In my heart I know the truth
but for you ,my dear, you turn and run
the mystery will be solved
If your patient enough, you will see

How clear it will all be,
youll chuckle and laugh
and so will I