what you don't see is that is it snowing right now that we quickly cover over the woodpile behind me in the dark early morning naked under my snow suit what you don't see is the that the story goes on after the picture's taken what you don't see is that the story is right there taking the shot what you don't see is who's sitting beside me
Recently i made it to the front cover of a local magazine. Monthly i attend a writers group. This one night it just happened to be, that i went out in public with my new lover for the first time. And i like to say; my gosh, the paparazzi was right there, no privacy. Of course i am not famous in this way :)
myheartrightsideupand i, where meeting in secret up till that day. This day we did decide, to just do what i normally do, but with him. I long for that, to just be able to live this life of loving openly, called polyamory. I still am only here most open about it, my husband slowly being introduced to me. It is really me and my husband and lover(s) that i think have to know. And here i just want to express it and learn more. I am still totally enamored by the secretness of it. Loving it that his arm (his godly arm, i love him so) is in the photo, on this magazine. 'Cover girl almost exposed'. We did not know that there would be a photographer there, that day. The leader of the group did ask if anyone had objections. What do you say, when it just happened to be your first day, and nobody knows.
what you do see is that i radiate and i wish you could see that i love working with my husband our warm bodies just out of bed in the snow getting ready for winter you don't see how happy it makes me to work with him something we never did well and somehow now we are able to